continuation from '' something you call L-O-V-E''

Its been long since i write.. And all of a sudden I felt like writing again..Previously i wrote a post called something call love...

What is love to you?Love could be an undefined expression for someone...Love could be crazy for someone...Love is secret for someone...But to me..Love is WEIRD!! Love is something which you still don't really know the meaning..

That was from my previous post and i did mention at the end of the post i would talk about the guy who make me feel this weird, undefined, crazy, some called it faith and more...Which is widely known as something call love... Well yes... Been writing something for pass don't know when.... Hopefully this is a good one... So..

It was a normal day at college ...I was out for a break was talking to a friend of mine..And we were out of my friend's classroom..Then as usual i took a sneak peak in his class and i saw him.. ( All right people i know its like a typical story...just follow up alright) I quickly ask my friend '' who is he??''  My friend replied ''he?'' while doing something

'' Him!! the guy with specs and cap... white t-shirt'' while not moving my eyes away from him...
'' Oh!! him... a friend of mine... he is an international dude... very smart guy.. why?? 
'' Just asking... what is his name??'' asking my friend curiously  
'' m not sure of the full name...but i think its Viven''  said and open the door and introduced me...


And he introduced me to him...I blushed like hell!! Like seriously what have happen to me...Why m blushing?? What the hack..! Then i entered my class.. From the time i saw him till i get back i was disturbed... At that moment i said to myself what the F**k is wrong with me? I couldn't be in love... Seriously...Because i hardly know this guy.. Basically i don't even know him... Zero educated about him.... That day itself i search him in Facebook... Thanks to technology and social network call Facebook... I searched him in Facebook... Just to see my luck.. Everyone has Facebook... Like basically anyone on the planet of the earth... And if this guy don't have it he is a nerd.. Searching....Searching.. FOUND!! i was all excited... smiling widely... 

i text my friend saying that ''i found him'' my friend was like ''found?? who?? '' ''that guy that u just randomly without my permission introduce me today....'' ''oh! where??'' '' in Facebook'' ''oh okay...add him in and get on track''' And then i added him...

Then like each time i see him... I blush and i get shy.. Face turn red, butterflies in me and that would be the best day ever... hahaha.. *ya! the butterfly period* 

hmmmm... Then i was going out with him...He turn out to be a nice guy and so on.. During that period I was thinking to myself and imagining the beautiful fairy tale love story that we all use to have during young time... Prince and princess... You know... Then i put my friend into hell!! Made my friend to be close to him... So that i can so call come and see my friend but then m there to see him... And i also had a cousin of his as my friend.. Its funny to think what i have put this two people in... And finally i gave up with this two people and i get down in business by myself.... Told him by myself... Again.... That was in  Facebook.. Facebook is really connecting people... hehe.. I told him what i feel about him and he gave no response for it!! And again my friend and mostly his cousin got all sort of scolding and yelling from me just because he didn't respond to me... *Unfair right! i know... just need to release it*  

Semester break was on.. And my friend and me planned to go to this place called Port Dickson.. He was invited anyway... M not sure what happen there but m pretty sure i was not even trying because i totally gave up... Tried for like more then half a year and NO RESPONSE.... So just literally gave up... Haiz!!! After the trip... Uh'hu.... Here comes the part that i was like waiting.. Because i wanted an answer by the end of the year...So that i could decide my way.... Then he called... And he said


'' I feel like telling u everything'' 
'' Skip the crab and come to the point...Is it 100% or what??'' was on impatient 
'' Yes! it 100%.. i want to be with you''

I smiled widely and was jumping and looking at myself in the mirror and said '' you rock!! you are the best! here you princess ur prince charming... '' Wink at myself  and obviously he was still on the phone and i did that when i was silent.. you know those silent moment...Continue talking while blushing...

To wrap up my story... It could be or could not be a boring story.. End of the day i believe that this story is not all... This is just my beginning..Our beginning...And to talk about him... My friend would just say '' you don't want her to start''... hahaha....


He ... Is not a guy who takes me everywhere i want to go... Be cuddly... Romantic.. Flirtatious.... Showers me with lots of gifts... Greeting cards... Poems... Random quotes.. Beautiful good morning messages.. Call me like every hours of every second.. Be the first one to message me before i do.. Unbearable of separation of good night message  and so on.... BUT... He.. Showers me with his love and cuddle me with his care... Romantic in his own way... Being different in terms of flirting... And mornings are always beautiful when i wake up in the morning knowing that he is there to support me when m weak.. To share my happiness... To wipe off my tears when m crying... To lend his shoulder when m down.... To motivate me when i lost faith in me... Listens to me.... Most of all being a partner more then a boyfriend... And nights are always bearable when i close my eyes and hit the sack... Thinking that he love me in all possible way and he would do anything to continue  the journey with me to the future... Everyday when i wake up and till i get on bed life gets harder and harder... I'm just glad that i have someone like him to love and be loved back and help me through it...

So....Love is highly recommended...! Its beautiful but its fragile...So be careful... Don't let anyone to come in your way... A relation should be about you and him/her... Not about you, him/her and another person... Its doesn't work that way... 


The beginning... Thanks for reading my story...Will write something else tomorrow... Till then take care everyone... And keep tell the person you love '' i love you''... The most sweetest word that could give a smile on anyone's face...